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the rain have stopped finally .

but i just dont know why .

i love the smell of the rain .

do somebody feel the same ?

:)

最经的我真的快要崩溃了

不知道为什么自己就是无法停止想你

其实心里很清楚，这一切真的没那么容易

it's time for me to stop lying myself .

i have been lying to myself since you appeared in my life .

and now should be the time for me to stop .

i have had it enough .

what should i do now ?

i do feel something wrong now .

i really cant imagine how my days would be without you .

time is running up for both of us .

i really wish that i could tell him everything that i have been struggling .

i think i really should clarify all of these things .

说真的，我需要一个肯定

这样下去真的会有结果吗？

可是，我真的无法放开你了

i hate how much i need you boy .

so sorry if i can't let you go anymore .

im trying to do my best , just let God do the rest for me .