since you came into my life ..

its been a month since all of these things started .

30th december 2010 , you came back .

and change my whole life .

i never thought that it will turn out to be this good .

really , it's far beyond my expectation .

i did hope that everything would turn out better .

but you make everything turn out to be the best .

i was once afraid to meet you .

honestly , i planned to avoid you at first .

when you told me that you were in tpi alr .

i was lost , what should i do .

i know it's impossible for me to stay away from you .

no matter how , still, this heart wanted to see you more than i myself could realize .

so i decided to meet you , on your first day here .

and when i saw your face again , all of the things that i have given up seems running back to me .

confused , the only thing that i could feel that time .

everything was so complicated .

but you gave me strength .

you let me know that you will always be there whenever i need you .

you let me know that whatever i am going to face , you are here , holding on my hands till the end .

you let me know that no matter what , you will never leave me alone .

the biggest strength that i have ever had .

i am really so thankful , wei .

talking about this , it reminds me of "that day"

the day when you told me that ~

the day when i decided to be honest to you and myself .

i would never ever forget it .

i was once being hurt by you .

and so sorry , i had ever given up on us too .

even stop hoping and wanted to just leave us this way .

stop thinking and stop hoping .

but in the end , you are still the one who revived it all .

you made me understand what second chance in this world looks like .

nobody ever treated me like the way you do .

nobody ever look at me like the way you do .

nobody ever hold my hand like the way you do .

nobody ever give the warmth to me like the way you do .

nobody ever hug me like the way you do .

nobody ever treated my parents like the way you do .

nobody ever do everything like the way you do .

and i believe nobody will ever be able to do everything like the way you do.

you are my everything  now and you will always be .