damn headache .

it's been 6 months since you came into my life .

really thanks for everything that you have done for me .

i do appreciate it alot .

you really bring out the best in me .

i never ever thought that i could feel like this .

never since then.

but you showed me something different , wei .

the world that i have never known before .

i never know that something can be done in just such a simple way .

really never do .

you made me believe in it once again .

and sometimes , i just can't believe that you are really here by my side .

you are always there whenever i need you .

but what can i do to make this moment stays forever ?

i really wish that i can , whatever it takes .

i really do .

but i realize .

we r going to lead our own way .

i do hope that this can work for both of us .

but still , i am really afraid that it will turn out to be just another disappointment .

i don't care who is gonna hurt me , disappoint me , dislike me .

i really don''t care .

but it's just can't be you .

i would rather never have you at all , better than i have to feel how hurt it will be by losing you .

i know , it will be hard for me to let go at that time .

you make me feel like that you are really the one , wei .

i can only do my best , and let God do the rest for me .

these few days have been really hard for me .

i am really lost now .