the whole new me .

it's been a month .

有了你，我的生活真的变了很多

不能否认，你改变了我

everything changes , i just don't know why .

to tell the truth, i am really afraid .

but i still let myself walk into it .

i do miss that kind of feeling , a feeling that have been leaving me for sometimes .

and it grows back , because of you :)

我承认自己已经开始爱上你了

and i believe that you feel and realize that .

i wish that i could be given a chance to try it again , i really do .

it's just , i am really afraid .

afraid that i will be hurt again, i never felt this way before .

it is really sad to see someone you love leaving you someday by leaving any kinds of memories .

like people said , you have to be able to endure it when you are gonna lose it .

call me childish , call  me selfish , i just don't wanna lose anything .

and i don't ever want the same thing happens to me "again" .

that's what i'm afraid of .

i'm just afraid that you would walk away someday .

if i am really given one more chance , i promise , i will be true this time .

God , please show me the way .

鹏<3

p.s  

You And Me , The Only Thing That Matters Now :)

my december .

wow ,
its really been a long time .
almost a month i think .
miss this blog badly .
i was busying preparing myself for my competition .
and actually it is not too disappointed .
we got silver medal for tpi .
thanks God .

i had a lot fun there.
but still , im not one of them .
really wish that i could go back to that time , again .
i really do .

actually i got lot of things to share .
but in case of i got to have my exam tomorrow , so story telling will be postponed !
haha
good night world :)
js<3