HOLIDAYY ! :D

yuhuyyyy !

Holiday is coming , finally !

Actually i am having holiday already .

will i have an unforgettable holiday for this time ?

ermm . have been wondering it .

and i have tons of thing to talk today .

:D

Have known the result for some of my tests .

Satisfying yet Disappointing .

*what am i talking about ? =.=

Got a lil bit crazy recently .

too many things happened these days .

and i just don't know how to do with it .

thousands of feeling are mixed into one now .

Oh my ..

what is exactly happening to me ? :(

My Bdj , i'm starting to miss you all now .

are we going to gather this thursday ?

please make sure of it .

i really miss those days .

days when we still could laugh together .

days when we still could share all of the things .

days when we still could talk about everything .

and surely , i miss all of our great days .

Sometimes , really felt that we have changed alot .

things that have ever been ours , vanish slowly by the time .

where should i find it again ?

could somebody tell me ?

haih .

and have been talking about university with sil .

those things are really confusing me .

too much things should be thought .

where im gonna live .

what major im gonna take ,

poly or uni ?

and so on ~

can i stop thinking about it just for today ?

hey ! i should have enjoying my holiday instead of thinking these things .

okay , i will throw these things out of my mind for a while .

:)

But no matter what had happened in my days , 

Luckily I have you .

everything that you have done , it always puts a smile on my face .

whenever i was down , just by receiving your sms , everything becomes okay .

the way you make me smile , i would never forget it .

you simply make my every single day wonderful .

Nothing could describe your kindness anymore .

Nothing could describe my gratefulness anymore . :D

p.s
Just Put A Smile and I'll Know Everything:)

crazy-ing !

i have been memorizing history for about two hours .

damn history !

do we really have to learn about it ?

what for ?

>.<

TIRED !

can i just stop it now ?

somebody help me , please ! :(

i really feel tired , i have never been in history class since this grade !

i don't even understand what's that thing talk about .

waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ~

i'm going to be crazy soon !

forget it ! Yes , i have to stop it now .

Put my books away , just concentrate on my music .

And die tomorrow ! LOL .

Another great day for me .

Truly happy having you around :)

You have your own way to cheer me up .

Thanks alot ! :D

and now , i just can't get you out of my mind !

And surely , I WOULD NEVER EVER LET YOU OUT OF MY MIND .

p.s
♥ 有你，我真幸福 ♥

FOR YOU :)

Recently , I often catch myself smiling for no reason , but then i realize that the reason is you .

What a miracle .

As long as you know , having somebody like you in my life is such a miracle for me .

I don't even know how to express my gratefulness anymore .

Just want you to know , i'm so thankful that you have come into my life  :)

p.s
NOTHING MATTERS MORE THAN YOU

Two Is Better Than One ♥

I remember what you wore on the first day,
you came into my life and i thought,
"hey, you know this could be something."

Cause everything you do,

and words you say,

you know that it all takes my breath away,

and now i'm left with nothing.

So maybe it's true, that i can't live without you.

and maybe two is better than one,

but there's so much time,

to figure out the rest of my life and you've already got me coming undone.

now i'm thinking two is better than one.

I remember every look upon your face.
the way you roll your eyes, the way you taste.
you make it hard for breathing.

Cause when i close my eyes and drift away,
i think of you and everything's okay.
i'm finally now believing.

That maybe its true, that i can't live without you.
and maybe two is better than one.
but there's so much time,
to figure out the rest of my life and you've already got me coming undone.
and i'm thinking two is better than one.

I remember what you wore on the first day,
you came into my life and i thought, "hey."

Maybe it's true, that i can't live without you.
and maybe two is better than one.
there's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life and you've already got me coming undone.
and i'm thinking it's true, i can't live without you.

Cause baby, two is better than one.
there's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life.
but i've figured out when all is said and done.
two is better than one, two is better than one.

SUNDAY :D

woke up early in the morning , preparing myself to church .

this is what i do every sunday .

and of course , i enjoy it so much .

something undescribeable after went back from church .

thanks God for my every single day :)

I wasted my whole afternon with sleeping .

Finally , i could sleep !

what a great feeling !

hahaaa :D

I have been feeling sleepy this day .

fortunately , i don't anymore !

Point of posting this actually is I DREAMT OF YOU .

eventhough it's just a dream , i feel extremely happy now :D

when will this stupidness vanish ?

it will be impossible for it .

No words could describe my feeling now .

just hoping that you would understand .

I believe you will always do :)

p.s
YOU HAVE BECOME A PART OF MY LIFE

世界唯一的你 ♥

是你 一眼我就认出来
这是命运最美丽的安排
是爱 让你略过漫长等待
我们只要现在相爱 幸福就来

恨我来不及参与你的过去
抱歉让你等待
我愿意 付出一切交换
我灵魂的另一半

这个世界唯一的你
是我拥有的奇蹟
对我说的一字一句
都是我们的秘密
紧紧拥抱唯一的你
无可救药的坚定
就算世界与我为敌
我也愿意 我什麽都愿意

看开 过去所有的悲哀
都只是训练我为你 勇敢
真爱 照亮了漆黑的夜晚
寻找了彼此一辈子 再不分开

就算上天下地
我什麽都愿意为你
紧紧拥抱唯一的你
无可救药的坚定
就算世界与我为敌
我也愿意 我什麽都愿意

Great or Bad Day ?

Surely will get a bad score for this time :(

have known the score for my vocab test , totally disappointed .

and i just don't know what i have wrote for my compose just now .

WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA ~

it's freaking me out !

I HATE TEST !

haih . 

But luckily , i've got somebody to cheer me up :D

my days was filled with laughters after you have entered my life .

really thousand thanks to you . :)

don't know what should i say anymore .

I'm so thankful that i know you .

you gave me a lot of things that i have never known .

you gave me a kind of feeling that i have never felt before .

i love the way you talk , the way you make me smile , everythinggggg :D

Nothing could be more important than you :)

You make this life colorful .

Sincerely thanks to you .

 p.s

"to the world , you may be just one person
but to one person , you may be the world

♥

NO TITLE :D

I was staring on my lappie without doing anything just now .

damn bored !

got nothing to do at all .

Looking at my phone , just waiting for your sms .

Felt so happy when my phone rang :D

Stupid me ! :D

But i just can't control my stupidness . lol

I should just enjoy it .

All of the things become great after you have entered my life .

You always know how to put a smile on my face .

and i just love the way you do it .

but one thing .

i'm afraid that you would walk away .

please let me know that you won't .

it will be more than enough for me .

:)

p.s where is my bluedjefv ? :-?

Another Rainy Day

It was raining heavily this morning .

i was sitting alone in the class , looking at the raindrops .

Suddenly a question crossed my mind .

and i wanted so much to find out the answer .

should i ask you personally ?

or just keep it myself , let time answers it ?

I'm not a girl who know how to hide her feeling well .

That's a problem for me .

Sometimes , it makes me feel that a girl shouldn't be like this .

But , this is who i am . i just wanted to be myself without have to afraid of anything .

and free to do anything that i wanted .

This is me !

And for you .

u just know how to make me smile .

really found myself is a lucky girl .

Thanks a lot :D

Really appreciate with what you have done :)

p.s 

I don't need to be everything to everyone , i just need to be something to someone :)

@.@

Vocab and Listening freak me out just now !

Mr hendi said "i will give you confusing words for your vocabulary test , so you people do not have to study and so on" !

And yes , those tests were really confusing me !

I was just like composing something when i did my listening test , damn funny !

What would i get for my score ?

I don't even dare to imagine it .

How mr hendi would response to it 

lol .

And today , another great day for me .

Eventhough works are getting more and more , i just know how to enjoy it .

And you made me so .

I totally love my life now , without doubt !

p.s I MISS YOU BADLY

第二顺位 ♥

一直是我 陪你去躲 回忆里的雨
你无心的叹息 有心碎的声音
他的好 他的坏 他的不安定
他的故事 是我和你 爱情里的乌云

从我爱上 爱他的你 那个瞬间起
一直是雨天 你只爱雨天 我用伞保护你
亲吻着 你苦涩 味道的微笑
闭着眼睛 我明白你 想念他的秘密

我一直在 第二顺位 爱着你
一直从雨天 一直到阴天
一直到晴天 你逃离过去
我一直在 第二顺位 等着你
一直从昨天 一直到今天
一直到永远 我相信 是我最爱你

聆听你说 抱歉多过 你说我爱你
你困在雨里 我困在雨里 我的伞湿淋淋
『没关系』是我最常说的一句
就让我等 就算我冷 至少我陪着你

我一直在 第二顺位 爱着你
一直从雨天 一直到阴天
一直到晴天 你逃离过去
我一直在 第二顺位 等着你
一直从昨天 一直到今天
一直到永远 我相信是我最爱你

我一直在 第二顺位 爱着你
一直从雨天 一直到阴天
一直到晴天 你逃离过去
我一直在 第二顺位 等着你
一直从昨天 一直到今天
一直到永远 我相信是我最爱你

Yay ! :D

Finally have my works done .

Feel so relief now ! haha .

Working on my task , but was thinking of this blog just now !

this is the first time i feel so addicted to something .

I just can't pass my day without posting anything in this blog .

eventhough it's something unimportant , i just feel happy with it !

Something like satisfied after posting it .

and yes , It's proven that I AM ADDICTED !

Had been working on my task for about 3hours !

and my body feels ache now .

Need massage urgently .

Eventhough i was busying with my tasks , i just couldn't stop sms-ing .

A bad habit , but i am used to it .

To someone , your appearance really show me how great this life is .

and really appreciate with what you have done these days .

It puts a smile on my face each time :)

Your kindness , your care , and everything .

honestly , it makes me feel comfortable .

Eventhough we are in a different place now , but you make me feel that you have always been here with me .

Really thousand thanks !

I just can't express my gratefulness with words anymore .

As long as you know , you make me feel that i am the luckiest girl in this world :)

p.s I LOVE THIS BLOG SO MUCH ! =D

An Extremely Busy Day !

Oh my .

i've got alot of works to do today !

And they are waiting to be done now .

But honestly , i don't even have the mood to do it .

Can i skip it today ?

:D

holiday is coming !

the only thing that i am thinking now . haha

I have to enjoy this holiday well , in case of national exam is getting nearer and nearer , i should have work harder than before .

but in fact , i am getting lazier and lazier .

Where should i get medicines for it ? :-?

Somebody help me , please !

I need to be helped , now !

And yess .

Lazy is strucking me now .

I wish i could just straighthen my body and just kept sms-ing without have to do my homework !

Stop it !

back to my work now !

p.s is thinking and missing you now :)

24th August :)

have just had a grammar test at my course .

n i"m definitely sure that i will get a low score .

i was just like moving my pen smoothly , without knowing what i was writing :D

grammar has always been difficult for me :(
oh my .. what should i do ?

:(

Forget it , let's talk about others .

haha :))

My life has become much better than before .

and i'm grateful with it .

starting to love all of the things that happen now , good or bad , i don't care .

I just love my life now .

My colorful life .

i had ever said that losing you it's been the hardest thing to do .

but now , i have realized .

your disappearance shows me that i could have more than what i had before .

something that i have never known .

For sure , i don't regret with what i have decided .

Being alone is not a bad thing too .

At least , it shows me how great this world could be .

how colorful my life is .

and the last , how lucky i am :)

p.s to my old friend , really appreciate with what you have done these days . don't ever forget your promise ! :D

My Everything :)

Everything seems fine now .

All of the things went smoothly just as what i wanted .

I'm grateful with what i have right now .

Those cute girls and boys , they are my everything .

My www.bluedjefv.by . :)

Luckily that i have them in my life , without them , i just can't imagine what my life would be .

You people should know , how precious you are in my life :D

We have been through ups and down .

What would i face in the future , i won't care and afraid anymore .

Just knowing all of you are by my side , it's more than enough for me .

Just like Xinyi said , I'm not alone :)

And i believe , no matter what will happen in the future , our friendship remains forever .

I LOVE YOU GUYS :)

我们的爱 :)

时间过得真快

没想到，没有你的日子快要两个月了

我们曾经一起拥有的爱，创造的幸福也随着时间慢慢地消失

坦白来说，在我的心中，你不曾离开过

可是现在的我，已经明白了

勉强是不会有结果的

该放你走了吧

现在的你也已经找到了幸福

而我也必须过我自己的生活，珍惜现在我所拥有的一切

太多美好回忆了，自己是否能够忘掉呢？

在这一刻，真的很想念你，想念我们曾经一起拥有的

总会一直拉着我的手的你，已经成为他的了

现在的我终于明白，什么是不在乎天长地久只在乎曾经拥有

Thanks for giving me so much happiness

Thanks for showing me that miracles do exist

Thanks for everything that you had ever done for me .

And that's all for us .

我爱你

MY SWEET 17th ♥

21st august has always been a great day for me .

and in this year , you simply make it perfect !

Really had a wonderful day !

All of my dear , really thousand thanks !

never imagined that i would have such a wonderful birthday .

all of you have been supporting me these days , accompanying me when i was down .

All of you are such a treasure for me .

in this sweet seventeenth , i really would like to say i'm grateful to have you all in my life .

the sweetest moments i've ever had .

nothing could be compared , sincerely :)

really thanks a lot to you , for all of your efforts today .

i will always keep this wonderful moment in my heart :)

thanks to my www.bluedjefv.by :D

and of course , to My Dear : Erick , Kelvin , Mesa , Veron , Rio , Bobi ..

You people won't be forgotten :D

Sincerely appreciate it !

p.s My day was near perfect , if only you were here . No matter what , your first wish just simply make my day perfect :D

 

The Way I Loved You :)

He is sensible and so incredible
And all my single friends are jealous
He says everything I need to hear and it's like
I couldn't ask for anything better
He opens up my door and I get into his car
And he says you look beautiful tonight
And I feel perfectly fine

But I miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain
And it's 2am and I'm cursing your name
You're so in love that you act insane
And that's the way I loved you
Breakin' down and coming undone
It's a roller coaster kinda rush
And I never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I loved you

He respects my space
And never makes me wait
And he calls exactly when he says he will
He's close to my mother
Talks business with my father
He's charming and endearing
And I'm comfortable

But I miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain
And it's 2am and I'm cursing your name
You're so in love that you act insane
And that's the way I loved you
Breakin' down and coming undone
It's a roller coaster kinda rush
And I never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I loved you

He can't see the smile I'm faking
And my heart's not breaking
Cause I'm not feeling anything at all
And you were wild and crazy
Just so frustrating intoxicating
Complicated, got away by some mistake and now

I miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain
It's 2am and I'm cursing your name
I'm so in love that I acted insane
And that's the way I loved you
Breaking down and coming undone
It's a roller coaster kinda rush
And I never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I loved you oh, oh

And that's the way I loved you oh, oh
Never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I loved you

Bad Day :(

been kinda sick since this morning .
i couldn't even go to school just now :(
feel terribly pain now .

p.s i need you here right now 

Graduation (Friends Forever)

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And we got so blue
Stay at home talking on the telephone
We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

[Chorus:]
As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

[Chorus:]
As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

La, la, la, la:
Yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la:
We will still be friends forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

[Chorus:] [3x]
As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

My Day :)

Have just got back from my tuition .

and i feel tired , but i won't leave my blog vacant for just one night !

whole afternoon , i was just staring on my lappie without doing anything else .

just remember , i haven't done my homework yet .

Oh my ..

it's rather late now .

i think i should do it tomorrow , let it become schoolwork !

LOL

got a call from my bestfriend , we talked a lot .

what our life have become after we have grown up .

and yes .

i'm reaching my 17th .

two days more .

but till now , i dun feel anything .

is it because of you ? 

haih .

stupid me !

but i'm wondering what my 8 baobei are up to !

bet they will give me a big surprise .

lol .

p.s to my bluedjefv . feel so grateful that i found you . all of you are really my precious . Just all of you who are worth for me to love . :)

习惯就好 :)

你的手机又收不到
我像疯子在街上绕
努力跑 你的温度
雨淋过几条街都散不掉

你面无表情的嘴角
像在嘲笑我的胡闹
回头看 突然明了
爱过了使用期效 你就想逃
我想维持礼貌忘记骄傲
继续做你唯一的城堡
习惯就好 习惯就好
是我选择看不到分手预兆
没有一丝睡意的困扰无法治疗
我承认我的伪装是真的不够好
请给我多一秒
一个人在雨里继续的奔跑
却发现再也听不到自己的心跳
请给我多一秒~
一秒~

All of The Things That We've Been Through :)

It's been two months .

moments i had with you , will always remain in the past .

all of the great things i've ever had , stay as a memory now .

you had given me all of the greatest thing in my life .

the greatest day of my life ,

the greatest words that i've ever heard ,

the greatest birthday i've ever had ,

the greatest place i've ever been ,

the greatest love i've ever felt ,

the greatest card i've ever received ,

the greatest hand i've ever hold ,

the greatest holiday i've ever had .

you had given me all of your greatest , all of the best part in you .

you gave me all of the things that i've never known .

you showed me what happiness is .

But in the end ,

you took the very best part of me away .

♥ 满满 ♥

太阳也许会想休息
放纵了乌云
会挡住你回到我
怀里的北极星
但你不用着急
我会找到你
我绝不会让你
一个人孤单旅行

天空难免会飘起雨
淋湿你背影
为你努力我坚定
挂上彩虹的心
彩绘所有担心
期待和你贴近(你和我更贴近)
不怕你的眼神
会落在哪座国境

有时不安满满
因为爱情满满
不用害怕会明白
这坦白的未来
失去更勇敢
酝酿最醇的爱
我知道我为谁存在

有时感动满满
因为爱你满满
你懂得让我释怀
并肩一起看海
再多的失望
比不上这对白
我的生命因为你满满

时间会犹豫会呼吸
会为我们停
会随心跳倒转到
任何怀念场景

要一直相信你
要一直依赖你(要一直抱着你)
向全世界放映
关于我们的电影

有时不安满满
因为爱情满满
不用害怕会明白
这坦白的未来
失去更勇敢
酝酿最醇的爱
我知道我为谁存在

有时感动满满
因为爱你满满
你懂得让我释怀
并肩一起看海
再多的失望
比不上这对白
我的生命因为你满满

有时不安满满
因为爱情满满
不用害怕会明白
这坦白的未来
失去更勇敢
酝酿最醇的爱
我知道我为谁存在
哦~~~~~~~~
我的生命因为你满满

 ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

雨天 ♥

今天，下了场大雨

这场雨，让我感觉轻松多了

好久好久没有这种感觉了

在课室坐了一整天的我，看着雨一滴滴从天空中下来, 让我有一种很奇妙的感觉

老实说，我真的很想你 :(

真的很坏念和你过得那几个星期

在那段时间，你真的让我觉得很开心

在那边的你，过得好不好？

真的很希望能赶快见到你

偶尔会问自己，当你真的只是好朋有吗？

你的出现真的改变了我生活中的点点滴滴

不管奖来会发生什么事，i will always be grateful that i know you :)

i know that i shouldn't have felt this way .

but i really can't help it .

you have become great part of my life unconsciously .

p.s 满满 <-- i have been listening to this song whole day ! and it makes me remember of someone ;p

great great song ! strongly recommended ! =))

A Great Day Wif My Bdj :)

Really had a great great day wif my bdj .

Felt so happy , really !

;p

i have been sms-ing him since this morning .

really love the time when i received his message , i read it then i smiled .

i know , i shouldn't let myself .

but i just can't help it .

i won't lie and i have to admit it , you change my life alot !

p.s I MISS YOU