missmissmiss :((

wowowow !!

it's really been a long time since i was here .

i do miss here a lot .

i have been thinking so much recently .

realized that everything has changed drastically .

i personally do hate changes a lot .

but what can i do ?

this life will never stop to change .

well , i am alone now .

friends seem drifting further away from me .

i miss those days alot .

nothing else in my mind , except the days when i was still practicing badminton .

it really changes my life alot .

turned a calm and silent vero into the current vero :)

i wont deny that it plays an important role in my life .

without it , the current me will never exist .

i really dont know what should i do now .

who should i talk to whenever i got a prob ?

in the past , the first that crossed my mind would be my bluedjefv .

but now ?

i feel like its hard for me to have a good communication with them .

i know , the problem lies on me .

it;s just hard for me .

i dont even know myself now .

what exactly the thing that i have been hoping for ?

what do i wait for ?

haihh

it just seems meaningless to me.

well , i've a good news.

"finally"

haha

i've started to practice badminton again .

eventhough it is just simply for porprov , but im happy now .

but still , it lacks of something :((

feel a bit unwell .

should take a rest earlier .

good night my lovely world , my baby :)